My heart is crushed

i will be setting him free. He will be able to love again, be & do w what he wants & no commitment. I will be nothing to him. I was a fool to have ever though i was.

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Comments (5)

  1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

    There is no pill for a broken heart . . .

    June 16, 2015
    1. showerstoflowers

      I know & I can’t understand why I’m so broken. I was such a strong woman I keep thinking that in my head. How can I let this one person drag my heart when he didn’t care to protect it.

      June 16, 2015
      1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

        The planets, the tides, who really knows why things feel the way they do; but the fact is, they do feel that way, and you can’t deny that.

        June 16, 2015
        1. showerstoflowers

          No denying. I just wish I could stop feeling for a little while. I don’t like that saying, how can you care bout anyone when you don’t care bout yourself? To me, I care bout my family, friends my animals. I love them all in their own way. I just feel like I have lots of love. My cupth over flows & thats my problem. Its not that I don’t care bout me. Its that I care bout others more. Does that make sense to you?

          June 16, 2015
  2. bluevader

    Love is a bit of a paradox I think… I mean, it has to contain a balance in order for it to be a nourishing experience (example: loving a partner romantically needs the balance of forgiving them when arguments happen) but then again, the most powerful love I know of – the love I have for my children – is imbalanced, in that I would lay down my life for them if that ever became necessary, and I’d do it with a smile, – there’s no balance in that at all! I think the other paradoxical thing about love is that the real deep true love is the other side of a big safety barrier that guards the soul – which is why it has the power to completely shred one’s heart in some circumstances… In order to love fully one needs to step beyond all emotional safety – but then that leaves one open to real hurt. I don’t think you are a fool – you dared to step right across that safety barrier and grab love with both hands – that is true love, courage, and it will eventually stop hurting like it does now

    June 17, 2015