My face

sounds kinda strange? The title. I know that I try to be positive & happy & smiling, but, I don't feel right. I feel like---> fake! Does that make sense? My job says--->smile, it goes through the ph. I say, screw that! (Yup, I said that-ha) I can't fake it! It's crazy, bc, I can't fake being happy either. I tried to be. I know when my ex left & I was so beat down, that I could feel my face so unhappy. Now, I don't feel anything & I think I just settling. Settling with my jobs. I mean, I have met good ppl, in fact, great ppl! I just don't feel right. I'm not happy! Wtf is wrong w me? Ugh!!! I just wanna be a happy person, I don't want to be sad, I guess I want everything RIGHT NOW! (Sorry, didn't mean to yell) I'm guessing, I have always moved fast w everything that now as I get older I have to wait...not my style. That's what it is!!!! The waiting! I can't stand it, but, patience...something I'm learning again. Patience is a virtue! Right?!? Oh well, the whole thing is that I don't feel patient, happy & I feel like it's showing in everything I do. :(

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Comments (6)

  1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

    What makes Coconut happy?

    August 23, 2015
    1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

      August 23, 2015
      1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

        August 23, 2015
        1. showerstoflowers

          Lol!!☺️

          August 23, 2015
      2. showerstoflowers

        Your so funny!!!

        August 23, 2015
    2. showerstoflowers

      Aww!!! That’s awesome!!! Lmfao!!!

      August 23, 2015