I made a choice

I texted him this.

I tried to tell you it was the pills, which I know now it was. You thought it was you that had me down but I stopped taking them bc I didn't want something choking me. I tried to show you I was happy so you could see it wasn't you. I just wanted you to know that it had lots to being scared but thats life & normal feelings that one strong tough broad like me wasn't sure of. I wasn't sure of anything. Its a shame when things come to an end. 

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Comments (5)

  1. bluevader

    Would be great if you could have the chance to say this to him, properly. Such a shame for something to end on a misunderstanding…

    June 17, 2015
  2. Hugh_Pizmehoff

    Ultimately, you are responsible for your own happiness . . . and you seem to have a good understanding of this. Good to see that you are not going to stifle your feelings, and communicate those feelings effectively.

    June 18, 2015
    1. showerstoflowers

      You know he wants to end the relationship & I wanted him so bad but its going to be officially done on the 24th. I want the air to be clean when I breathe, i don’t want to not say to myself, I never told him that. You know the shoulda coulda woulda part of ending a relationship. I know that is for myself too bc I know if the shoe was on the other foot, I would hope he would do the same.

      June 18, 2015
      1. Hugh_Pizmehoff

        That is a very mature attitude. Sounds like you are seeking closure, with as little regret and pain as possible (mutually).

        June 18, 2015
        1. showerstoflowers

          I’m trying to do something right. I mean it feels right. I always think bout the other person & how it makes them feel. Not right away do I think it bc if I did I would never say anything.

          June 18, 2015