i didnt know what to title this but I sound like a broke record. I miss my ex. He has moved on w his life. He has a gf. I want him to be happy, I do. I just dont understand how someone can get with someone so fast when they were married for so long. I just cant understand it, I prolly never will. The unknown. I have been seeing /dating this one guy since Oct. i have no feelings of love for him. Nothing. It is a great time but it just doesn't fill the void of what I had. I hope I find that again soon. It is terrible wanting to love someone and it just hasnt happened...I am miserable, well, not completely. I can say I get up every morning not thinking that I am unhappy. I just think I have to get up, go to work & pay bills. Thats a terrible way to feel. Nobody to wake up to & or feel love. Im hopeless... :( i hope God sees that I am ready for love. I pray he sends me someone to love & be loved. Im just waiting & wanting. I think too much the wanting. Hopeless... Thank you for listening to me & my broke record everybody, I appreciate you!