A dream

Yes. It was him. I wake up this morning remembering a beautiful kiss that we gave each other (In my dream). I wish that he would come to his senses. I wish he could feel what my heart, mind, body & soul is feeling for him. What a pity, what a shame. Love is beautiful. Why doesn't he care? What happened to him? I dunno. I wish I did. I wish he would talk to me. I wish he knew. I guess this is true. My son told me. At least you have loved & he did love you back. I s it better to have loved? Or not? To feel the pain & to remember it so fresh when you think about it? I think not. I mean if you don't know it, you don't remember it. It isn't there. You don't think about the wishing, feeling, wanting, ache in your heart. It just is like umm, something that never existed. What a dream. Missing him still. I hope the new year brings something beautiful into my life again. This year was a terrible one.

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Comments (4)

  1. thedilatorywriter

    Big hugs for you sweetheart. Tell yourself 2016 is going to be great. No, tell yourself you will be great in 2016! Cus you are!!!

    December 30, 2015
    1. showerstoflowers

      Aww. Thank you so much. Muah! That makes me feel so great! Im just wishing, hoping & praying for a lil miracle. He hears me.

      January 09, 2016
  2. crimsonglory

    Well written post. The loss of a love is like a deep cut. It will heal, but will leave a scar. I subscribe to the theory that it’s better to have loved and lost, than not to have loved at all. CHOOSE to hold onto the memory of the good stuff, and let the other stuff die (the stuff that would cause bitterness or sorrow.) Adopt a positive outlook that all things happen for a reason, and with genuine optimism look to 2016 KNOWING that it’s FULL of potential. GRAB HOLD of it! Embrace it! LIVE for it! HUGS (Speedy recovery!)

    January 09, 2016
    1. showerstoflowers

      Thank you for your comment. I pray…That’s all I can do now.

      January 11, 2016