Seriously

i wanna say hi to all my friends on here & thank you for being here when I need you & needed you. Today I stayed home, have a few issues. My car is overheating & I have my sons here but they are so young that Im scared that them trying...

Change

i can see that everything has changed w me since my seperation/divorce. I got a job, well trying to work 2. I've been more social w ppl. I see that w the job ppl see me as a happy person(i laugh a lot) I try to lighten ppls moods. Idk, its sad but...

Birthdays

so my bday was several weeks back but my thoughts bout bdays. Its great to have one. I try and say it to all my fb friends, ppl i know, ppl that just exist. Thats the thing. To let them know that you are here and i see you so happy bday! Its the 4th...

No patience

i look on here to see if anyone see's (reads) this emptiness i feel. Im trying so hard to do the things i must. Im lonely and want someone to hug me, hold me, just feel some kind of warm security. This is a terrible feeing. I dont ever wish this on...

Looking for apt

im going today to go look at this apt. Im worried. Never lived on my own. Its so weird how ppl say to me oh its gonna be great. You will love it. I can tell you right now, it was just like when they said oh you have that empty nest feeling when I felt...