How do you know

how do you know if you are truly happy? Is there something inside that says...Im happy. I know that this might sound stupid but I was told by my ex...you need to be alone & be happy alone before you get with someone else. Wtf. Okay...so I have to...

Meh

I love this site when I can say something that is bothering me....soooo....something is bothering me....here goes...okay...stupid me. I started looking into social media too much...twit, fb, insta, sc...well, I found some pretty interesting stuff. Not...

Emotions

i didnt know what to title this but I sound like a broke record. I miss my ex. He has moved on w his life. He has a gf. I want him to be happy, I do. I just dont understand how someone can get with someone so fast when they were married for so long. I...

New guy

Okay. I like this guy. He has been a great feeling everytime I get to see him. (I know, strangely worded) He isn't my type(i dunno what my type is)...he just makes me feel good. I laugh a lot w him. He tries certain things w me...like he has tried to...

A dream

Yes. It was him. I wake up this morning remembering a beautiful kiss that we gave each other (In my dream). I wish that he would come to his senses. I wish he could feel what my heart, mind, body & soul is feeling for him. What a pity, what a...

How do you know

Okay...have a few questions...been on dating sites now for a bit. My thing is, okay...I have a question...if your somewhat interested in someone...do you text them? Do you let them text you? How do you do this? Do you just wait? I don't want to...

Day before

wow! 23 years & 9ish months ago. My son will be 23 years old tomorrow. I just can't believe how time flies! He is AMAZING! God sent me an angel. His name is Troy. TJ is his nickname. Troy Jr. I just want to share a positive thing in my life. It is...

Missing him

Wasn't sure bout the title.... yes, I am asking for some type of explanation. Please, nothing to harsh. Don't think my heart could take it right now.  I miss him. My ex that is. I don't know why. I feel so stupid for missing someone that left...

Hello my friends :)

Update...Just want you all to know that I am hanging in there. Things are okay. Life is okay. I'm just living.  Love you all! xoxo :)

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i haven't been on here for a bit to post anything, but, today I decide to say hi to all you loving, caring, ppl on this site & to all of the ppl who have been supportive in my time of need. I just wanna say "Thank you" to my beautiful friends!...

Better

I always though when you are w someone that person makes you want to be a better person. I mean, I have pretty much always have felt that way. You are with someone bc you want a better life for yourself, but, also want it for someone else, that...

MiSTake

Well, yesterday was a pretty good day! My son & I had some time together! It was great, I cook us dinner & we did laundry together. Yeah, maybe not exciting, but, it was a great time even though we did laundry. Well, another reason I am...

My face

sounds kinda strange? The title. I know that I try to be positive & happy & smiling, but, I don't feel right. I feel like---> fake! Does that make sense? My job says--->smile, it goes through the ph. I say, screw that! (Yup, I said...

Second night

Well, hello everyone! I have so much to say & my brain is so tied. Okay, lets see. Today is my second night being in my apt. First night, was okay. I put up my laundry, watched a movie, ate some rice & water(great meal, btw-lol) I was...

Kiss' & Hugs

I love everyone of you that have shared your thoughts, ideas, words of wisdom, who have reached out to me. If I didn't have you all, I think that my mind would not be on straight. I'm crying bc I see God has put each one of you wonderful ppl in my...

Unsure

My eyes should be closed & dreaming away. I know this. I think too much. Always have. I have been an open book to have ppl read my thoughts, feelings down. I have so many different emotoons going on right now I can't pin point it down. I have...

Strange

Hi everyone! I have been really busy. Just working and texting some new friends. I want to be honest on here. I have put myself out there on a dating site but it's weird bc I get lots of perverts, weird-o's & lots of men that want just one thing....

Seriously

i wanna say hi to all my friends on here & thank you for being here when I need you & needed you. Today I stayed home, have a few issues. My car is overheating & I have my sons here but they are so young that Im scared that them trying...

Change

i can see that everything has changed w me since my seperation/divorce. I got a job, well trying to work 2. I've been more social w ppl. I see that w the job ppl see me as a happy person(i laugh a lot) I try to lighten ppls moods. Idk, its sad but...

Birthdays

so my bday was several weeks back but my thoughts bout bdays. Its great to have one. I try and say it to all my fb friends, ppl i know, ppl that just exist. Thats the thing. To let them know that you are here and i see you so happy bday! Its the 4th...